February 2012
9 posts
it’s a bad morning…
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Do u ever feel...
Like you can just feel fat hanging off your chin?
Like you wish that there was a number less than zero?
Like everything is starting to fall apart around you?
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It doesnt hurt me when you do that....
But it does trigger me, sorry
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Two hours at the gym. Kiss my ass goodbye fat
Keeping the calories low.
I went through a phase where I wanted to get...
That lasted for about a month before I had a panic attack. Well I was afraid to weigh myself after that so I waited like a week and a half/ two weeks of being “back on track” (Ha! How twisted is that??) So as of this morning I am 130.8. The damage wasn’t so bad. I’m not happy with the number but I am happy that the damage wasn’t too bad.
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He deserves...
He deserves someone better than me, someone smarter, someone prettier… Someone….. Thinner
i'm about to binge. it's actually not about being...
I just want to make it stop
Make the pain to away…. How can I hold back these tears for much longer?
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Breaking
I’m trying to be normal but I feel as though I’m breaking on the inside. I feel like crying, I’m afraid I will and then everyone will see you’re week I really am
