its like they want me to be fat
Everytime i go out with my friends they want to go to bufallo wild wings. I order ten wings with the intention of eating 4 and taking the rest to go, then i usually give them away to my boyfriend or toss them, but i forgot to toss them (he didn’t eat them) and when i got home today i ate them. BUT OF COURSE! idk why this fucking restaurant doesn’t know how to count, everytime i go...
I want to ...
i want to do something i dont know if its something productive or something destructive sometimes i wish i could just binge to death… am I the only one that wishes that were possible. to just not have constant anxiety and have an end to it all?
I just want to be able to wear all the pretty...
Woke up this morning/Finding him someone Better
I did I woke up Had rousing good sex and was on a high But it when you feel so good, you also feel so bad Its inevitable We can’t stop nor can we help it I couldn’t stop crying Made myself late to work Made him late to work Im just a huge inconvenience. I wonder why he cares for me so much, why he puts up with it And always with a smile He deserves better than this piece of...
I think he's making me breakfast in the...
WHY?? NOBODY ASKED HIM! why…. Its the beginning of the end of my life
Intake for today
Two small coffees from dunkin donuts, half a glazed donut, and later going to have an egg white omelette. Eh not bad but not great
im struggling. He makes me happy and when im happy the voices stop… but then when im apart from him they come back angrier then ever. how do i keep control and my sanity?
Anonymous asked: What is the salt water flush?
salt water flush
going to be empty!
two oranges a day
losing it fast :)
you know when you hear that click?
that click that is your brain shifting and suddenly you think differently, act differently and you know its all about to go to hell? that click is ana closing the door as she walks inside your mind and locking it behind her
tried to have intercourse but he couldn’t stay “aroused,” this has never happened before, the only difference between me now and me a few months ago is that i gained like for and a half pounds trying to get “healthy,” I’m a disgusting pig not even worth fucking and i just feel like crying :’(