April 2012
23 posts
depressed
fuck
Apr 22nd
Anonymous asked: What is the salt water flush?
Apr 16th
4 tags
salt water flush
going to be empty!
Apr 15th
two oranges a day
losing it fast :)
Apr 15th
7 tags
you know when you hear that click?
that click that is your brain shifting and suddenly you think differently, act differently and you know its all about to go to hell? that click is ana closing the door as she walks inside your mind and locking it behind her
Apr 6th
2 notes
5 tags
why so
miserable y
Apr 6th
5 tags
...wow
tried to have intercourse but he couldn’t stay “aroused,” this has never happened before, the only difference between me now and me a few months ago is that i gained like for and a half pounds trying to get “healthy,” I’m a disgusting pig not even worth fucking and i just feel like crying :’(
Apr 6th
March 2012
4 posts
5 tags
he doesn't take it seriously....
my disorder is a joke to him…… I’ll show him
Mar 23rd
help me
….please
Mar 22nd
6 tags
this is too hard :'(
its easier to be fucked up than normal. i think I’ll go back to the rest road
Mar 22nd
pray for me
I’m trying to get better, please let me be successful
Mar 3rd
February 2012
9 posts
it’s a bad morning…
Feb 23rd
5 tags
Do u ever feel...
Like you can just feel fat hanging off your chin? Like you wish that there was a number less than zero? Like everything is starting to fall apart around you?
Feb 17th
3 notes
5 tags
It doesnt hurt me when you do that....
But it does trigger me, sorry
Feb 17th
9 tags
Two hours at the gym. Kiss my ass goodbye fat
Keeping the calories low.
Feb 16th
2 notes
I went through a phase where I wanted to get...
That lasted for about a month before I had a panic attack. Well I was afraid to weigh myself after that so I waited like a week and a half/ two weeks of being “back on track” (Ha! How twisted is that??) So as of this morning I am 130.8. The damage wasn’t so bad. I’m not happy with the number but I am happy that the damage wasn’t too bad.
Feb 15th
8 tags
He deserves...
He deserves someone better than me, someone smarter, someone prettier… Someone….. Thinner
Feb 14th
3 notes
i'm about to binge. it's actually not about being...
Feb 5th
8 notes
I just want to make it stop
Make the pain to away…. How can I hold back these tears for much longer?
Feb 5th
5 tags
Breaking
I’m trying to be normal but I feel as though I’m breaking on the inside. I feel like crying, I’m afraid I will and then everyone will see you’re week I really am
Feb 5th